Nipsey Hussle's close friend and bodyguard J Roc spoke on Tuesday (April 2) out in light of the rapper's heartbreaking death. 

J Roc took to Instagram, writing, "Never in a million years I thought I would be writing some shit like this ... we haven’t made a 100 Million yet ... we was suppose to grow old and I call u big nose shoot jokes on you all day... but instead I’m here in tears writing this I wish I was there I would switch places with you any day." 

He went on to add that he's "so confused , lost , hurt I lost a brother , best friend, a mentor." J Roc also revealed that he's retiring from being a bodyguard, writing, "I got the Babies and L forever I’m done with all this Sh*t I retire from being a bodyguard I love you HUSSLE THA GREAT."